heading back to the gym

still haven't been back to the gym. part of that was not wanting to face the fact that i can't afford my trainer anymore. i knew it was a bad idea in the beginning. now i just have to suck it up and pay the early termination fee, even though i've already paid the first-month/last-month thing. it's going to be painful but i just need to stop the bleeding here. :-P
i'm going back tomorrow morning to attend a beginner spinning class that a friend of my mom's suggested was good. she attends the spinning class three days a week, not long after the gym opens at 5:30 am (yikes!). there is something to be said for being so dedicated that you fit it into your schedule like that. i just don't know how productive i'd be after sweating my derriere off in a hard-core spinning class. i'd probably want to go back to sleep!
i haven't been doing to badly weight-wise. i have lost some of the muscle i had been gaining, but it's recent enough that if i get back on t rack now, i should be fine. i'm trying to concentrate on the food thing and i'm doing pretty well with that too. definitely should have ordered a salad tonight instead of the tacos that i got. i didn't enjoy them as much as i thought i would and now i'm having massive indigestion, so it doesn't really feel worth it. it's probably good for me to find this out -- i seem to keep forgetting...

CW: 190.8